Hitting a new low....

I had hoped that the end of August would bring about a change in fortunes,  but no.

Either there's nothing out there or I just can't find it.  When you hang around all day for a call from an agent about a job that pays £15K less than you were on,  in somewhere miles away that you don't want to go and you get depressed because there is (inevitably) no call back....something is very wrong.

Been going a bit bonkers lately: not eating much.  In fact I managed not to eat anything at all for 4 days!

The effort of "keeping my chin up" is getting too much: I feel like giving up.